The Issue of Taus’s Rape

Taus was raped: Heavenly Bride, a few pages ago. And I wasn’t expecting a large reaction, but some reaction wouldn’t have surprised me either. I did get some, too, from the people who speak to me personally.  Everyone now hates Lhung.

I mean, the guy walks in on the tail end of the event and shuns Taus as if she were the plague. Why wouldn’t everyone be mad at him? As one reader pointed out, though, it’s quite a lot like real life. And as another pointed out, they might have reacted that way themselves. And another couldn’t understand why it could happen at all, why he would react that way. Didn’t he love her?

Yes, he loves her. But put yourself in his shoes a bit. What has he seen? Did he see the rape, or has he seen her with other men taking sexual favors? What did he see when he walked in on her that day? He has only so much information to work with.

Someone amusingly pointed out that when it comes to this life, he’s also less than a year old as well. He’s a whippersnapper, all inexperienced and wet behind the ears. Or whiskers. Or whatever it is that Celestial Dragons have.

The issue with Taus’s rape for me, the writer goes beyond that though. I didn’t want to play a Red Sonja with this event – I didn’t want it to be the catalyst for something else because doing that is a very overdone tactic. But in Taus’s situation, it was also the only plausible one to push things forward. She’s a sexual object in the eyes of many around her; she’s not even sentient. She’s a thing. Poor little thing.

It’s over now, at least, and the events that happen after this will start showing other things. But I will tell you this: for Taus, that event will always be there much in the same way it will always be there for women who experience it in real life.

Just rambling.

What I’m Up To…

small whatI’ve spent a lot of time lately working on the 3D models for Heavenly Bride and Akashik – because even though I want to do things handmade I just don’t think my hand will be able to take the punishment. I’ve also been working on the script and really pulling out the super power element of the story where it was a dull hum before.

I need to make a new 3D Genesis dial model.

Oh no! Surely you jest!

No. No I do not. I have to make a HUMAN model.

Oh no! You mean there are humans around?

Yes. To be precise I gotta develop the human who… ahem, for lack of a better way to put it… took Lhung’s virginity. :sweatdrop: I figure with naughty images, she’d be a great linear start.

So although I knew I should be working on other people’s stuff, I devoted some time researching the matter. Because this woman has tattoos on her back. And with 3d models, that means there’s a seam and it’s very very difficult to just plop a tattoo down on the texture and call it a day. It took me a full day just to do Taus’s tramp stamp. I can’t imagine Hitomi’s tattoos. Oy vey.

I found several possibilities, all of them more money than I make in a month (these days) or a week (normally). The one I’m seriously considering, though, is DecalMaker – which fortunately is still available at Daz3D although Renderosity, my store of choice, no longer carries it. DecalMaker apparently was made for folks like me who wanna stick tattoos in the most seamful and sinful areas. But. It’s like $40. -_- But this is my current goal for the Heavenly Bride/Akashik projects.

A lot of people in the world Akashik have tattoos. There’s a language to them. If they’re in a certain area, they can mean anything from “made in Japan” to “property of Microsuck who is also the property of IBM, makers of the U.S. President clones”. So I know that the program is a good investment, but you know I truly wish I could demo it first to make sure I wouldn’t be losing valuable grocery money. *whine*

But that’s what I’m up to. Sexy Hitomi images looming around the corner. If I could get the quality of my renders higher than I have them right now…